{Wednesday, July 7, 2010} 2:48 AM

I'm FUCKING UPSET .

It's the 3rd week already , I'm still not use to it .
yet miss him veryvery much ):

I want him back but cannot..
I want to hold his hand again but cannot ..
I want to say joke to him but cannot..
I want to chat with him but cannot..
I want to tell him teachers in school are suck but cannot..
I want to go downstair with him to eat prawnmee again but cannot ..
I want to bring him go out again but cannot..
I want to call his handphone again but cannot..
I WANT TO CALL HIM AHGONG AGAIN BUT CANNOT .. !!!!!!!!

I want him back laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ):
I can't believe he's gone already, I still can feel his is here but I CANNOT SEE HIM ):
miss him really .... have no mood to study , no mood to go out .

Ahgong.... hope to be your grandchildren nextlife ):
Hope you takecare yourself at there! We will miss you .